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Monday, May 19, 2008

Mon, 19 May 2008 22:50:02 GMT

谁还记得,是谁先说永远的爱我,
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口.
过了太久没人记得,当初哪些温柔,
我和你手牵手,说要一起走到最后.
我们都忘了这条路走了多久.
心中是清楚的有一天,有一天都会停的.
让时间说真话,虽然我也会害怕.
在天黑了以后,我们都不知道会不会有以后.
谁还记得,是谁先说永远的爱我,
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口.
过了太久没人记得,当初哪些温柔,
我和你手牵手,说要一起走到最后.
我们都累了,却没办法往回走.
两颗心都迷惑.怎么说,怎么说都没有救.
亲爱的为什么,也许你也不懂.
两个相爱的人,等着对方先说想分开的理由.
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候,
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空.
走得太远,终于走到分岔路的路口.
是不是你和我要用两个相反的梦.
谁不记得是谁先说永远的爱,
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口.
过了太久没人记得,当初哪些温柔.
我和你手牵手,说要一起走到最后.
我和你手牵手,说要一起走到最后.

Here's a man who wants to make my world better with whatever he can do.
And there's a man who only wants to make his world better.
This is not a right or left brain question.
This is a NO-BRAINER question

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:39:54 GMT

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later I get what I’m asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
The truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger I gotta let my spirit be free
To admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

Sick of playing all of these games
It’s not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror didn’t deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could stop
Admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
Sorry but I’ve gotta be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you (I'll always have you)

If I live every moment
Won’t change any moment
There's still a part of me in you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do, oh

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothings broken (yeah)
No need to worry about everything I’ve done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back got a new direction (don't look back)
I loved you once, needed protection (no, no)
You’re still a part of everything I do 
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo

I can’t waste time so give it a moment (i can't waste time)
I realized nothings broken
No need to worry about everything I’ve done (no need to worry)
Live every second like it was my last one
Don’t look back at got a new direction (don't you ever look back)
I loved you once and I needed protection
You’re still a part of everything I do
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo
Just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 07:52:06 GMT

White Lies -

There's the type of promise that you know, neither of you will keep.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 08:39:57 GMT

He said :

坐在你的身边是种满足的体验看你看的画面过你过的时间
天也晴了花也开了微风也沉醉虽然你不说话却也早已万言千语
分分秒秒显得清澈又珍贵只有你才能给我这种感觉
不管心多疲倦梦想还有多远有你陪伴的一切都无所谓
我要陪你擦拭每个昨天相片日记书签有暖意慢慢浮现
我要用默默的体贴让你睁开双眼看见昨夜梦想都实现
我也愿意帮你打扫房间把身体好好锻炼好让你觉得安全

<---- I said : YES YES YES !!!! clean my room for me please!!!!!!!

让你记得我的优点无论任何时间对我非常想念非常想念
我也愿意帮你打扫房间把牌技好好演练陪你母亲打八圈

<-----I said : Aiyo, I know, I know. So the next scheduled clean-up will be next Tuesday, dear. Okay? But my mom doesn't play MaJong, so you can save that

为你写下盈泪诗篇感觉就像触电才会对我想念非常想念

<-----I said : Okay, so after winter break. You need to turn in a piece of poem that better has tear stains on it. 5 pages long. And, let me see how you get electrified.

我也愿意帮你打扫房间帮你的爸爸戒烟帮你兄弟姐妹买早点

<-----I said : Damnit, my dad doesn't smoke, and I don't have any siblings. Your tasks are discounted!!!!!!!!!!!!

让你时刻觉得很炫生活过得悠闲对我非常想念非常想念

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Sat, 01 Dec 2007 20:55:58 GMT

Goodbye, Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Friday, November 16, 2007

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 10:20:55 GMT

I am furious

Why did I always have to be the victim, the saint, the explorer, whatever the F it is.
I broke into someone, and some stick figure with no soul (or a lot of soul -___-) comes in and cash everything in and ride it for free.

I am sick of this cycle

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Sat, 15 Sep 2007 07:50:46 GMT

I had to think it to myself: I have all these great people / men in my life, why do I get stuck with the one who doesn't work for me?

Monday, September 10, 2007

Mon, 10 Sep 2007 06:11:24 GMT

Omg, I had a crush yesterday!
Who would've known a single line as simple as "I got ya" could be that SEXY! Sensational

Crushes are just fun to have. I was ecstatic to realize that I could still feel All right, i am kicking my addiction to the bullshit anti-social-or-dating.

[Yosemite] : I adore everyone there.

I'm sure we could've had a lot more fun for a lot longer of a time. But, it's over.
慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想被你肯定
在这个时候说我
让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手
并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
慢慢心痛
没有人发现我和从前不同
你的眼中
看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我
在这个时候对我
比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气
还下雨别这样下去
我难过但是说不出口
一直逃避我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头
可不可以别回头
可不可以就放手
可不可以不作你的朋友

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:20:41 GMT

I want to drive, keep driving.
I want to run, keep running.
All I wished was that I would never stop,
Because when I do, my dreams will cease too.

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My day

and I jst want to keep going on the bay bridge , like there's no end

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Tue, 31 Jul 2007 21:24:51 GMT

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